It’s Always Changing

What Are You Doing To Prepare?

Since recovering my health I have been on the most insane journey imaginable. It’s been ugly and beautiful, excruciating and orgasmic.

Through it all, I have discovered everything there is to know from a spiritual perspective, but that didn’t happen by accident.

I’ve been running around like a chicken with my head cut off, searching for a safe place and safe people. It has not been easy.

I’ve discovered what spiritual warfare is in flesh and blood. I finally understand insanity.

I know how it happens and now I know why.

The world has been ready for me for a very long time, yet people are rarely prepared. It’s unfortunate.

When you get the call I urge you to answer, for if you don’t someone else will.

Everyone here on earth is alive with purpose, yet most people subscribe to old stories — you might kill for them.

So much knowing has made it challenging for me to pick a lane because I already won life on my own. Now I’m here to find family, filled with good people who do the right thing just because they can.

Nobody’s perfect but it is the pure of heart opposed to being absent of sin that actually win.

I have been confronting the monsters and demons my whole life, though not through the teachings of you. It is through the fullness of Me that I show up in the space of Grace. Meanwhile, nobody has taken care of me.

The other day I was invited to a business project I’d put on the back burner for the purpose of focusing on service to the people I’m directly connected with.

I’ve been wanting to intentionally co-create and plant roots somewhere in a kind and gentle community, so have been searching the country for the right one. I’ve wandered for far too long.

I’d already done everything I ever wanted to do by the time I surrendered and self-actualized back in 2022, at which point nobody I’d known could hear me anymore because of the fact that they hadn’t. Of course I didn’t understand that to be the case at the time.

I felt hurt and abandoned, those were my wounds yet to overcome. The closer I believed us to be, the harder it became to get through and the more it hurt. Communication was an uphill battle, for I thought we were all on the same team.

I don’t know how to have relationships without intimacy anymore, which means primarily spending my time alone and in silence. That is the peace I’d sought since childhood.

Imagine what it’s like to have silence for just 10-minutes. No distractions. No devices. Most people crave it yet don’t know what to do with themselves when they have it.

It’s a luxury to afford fancy vacations to places where people don’t exist, just so you can get some peace and quiet. Forests get knocked down for innerstates and fantasy escapes, edging us further and farther into ego.

What do even a few hours or days away do for your body and soul? You know.

Imagine no alcohol or conversation, no music or books, no television or internet, no white-noise-sleep machine. Just you alone, in quiet contemplation with your mind. Able to dive down any creative rabbit-hole that delights you.

You sleep alone and spend your waking hours mostly alone. Could you do it? Probably not. That’s why the most practiced spiritual leaders tend to pray together in groups.

People never understand how I know what I know but it’s because I have studied my whole life, as in for the full duration having learned all my lessons first hand.

I listen to my own wisdom. I practice what I preach. I prefer being more subtle and supporting others in experiencing their truly best life but generally they’re terrified of exploring what that might mean.

I’ve been drawn down to people with problems because I have always given others a hand up. I understand problems from the solution perspective, with expertise in more subjects than’s conceivable. Because nobody knows me. They only know their projections of me based on the perceptions they have, deciphered through their unique and individual lenses — me playing a specified role in their scripts.

I’ve had to learn how to accept a handout, though rarely do. I’ve been searching for anyone to reach out to me professionally with an opportunity. I’ve been giving all my time and resources away, trying to build partnerships with people who devalue me. Why? Not sure, but I never question it for long.

I understand divine timing. I got the tumor in my throat to shut up the truth. It would have killed me had I not boldly walked through the valley of the shadow of death alone — though never truly alone.

I know exactly what happened, where it happened, and who was there. I also know who wasn’t.

I won’t stop talking about God, my opinions and perspectives, or living humbly and continuing on my journey to become a spiritual leader, but it is time for me to put my big girl pants on and resurface in the game with the big boys who actually want me by their side.

If you’re invested in tech or media or own a business that’s reliant upon either, have a C-Suite position at a non-tech corporation, or are planning on making a career transition within the next 18-months, listen up!

I was invited to be in Toronto in June for Collision Conference and am putting together some dinners and a curated retreat to make introductions to some extremely heavy hitters.

This project gives me the opportunity to support so many people’s professional and personal growth in an immeasurable way. If you’re reading this, there’s a reason for it! Things are changing in ways you’d never believe, but someday soon there’s a good chance you’ll look back at 2024 with regret. Please don’t. Nobody can keep up. It’s all been designed this way. Peace will eventually reign on earth.

If you’re keen to learn some super cool, cutting-edge, digital skills in a holistically applied fashion you won’t learn anywhere else, that will set you apart from your competition ahead of the next wave of disruption to the workforce, and can invest 10-hours / week for the next 3-months for me to mentor you, let me know asap and we’ll see if there’s a fit for apprenticeship.

This project is a big undertaking for me and I’d rather show you how I actually make the magic happen and have you help me in exchange and learn hands-on, rather than just doing it all by myself. I already know this stuff and won’t pay people to learn from me anymore, but I want so so badly to teach the hungry!!

I hope to find people who understand the value of this opportunity and want to learn from me just as badly. I will literally show you how the meek are inheriting the earth. But big media, commerce, and governments would prefer that I don’t.

When I was at Fort Jackson back in ‘96 my Drill Sargent had a way of saying “Do the right thing, Private!”, in a tone and voice that always stuck with me. Doing the right thing is what truly makes someone a Patriot and our country needs a lot more citizens who get that.

We are supposed to be One nation, indivisible under God, but the gaps and labels between need and greed divide.

In 2015 I set out to open up the gates of top tier knowledge to anyone willing to show up and learn after seeing how badly good people were getting played and losing everything, based on their wishes and prayers being leveraged and manipulated against them.

The Business Building Rockstar Summit let anyone, anywhere in the world, with an internet connection gain access to 30+ hours of genuine online business and marketing education for free. It was ahead of its time and became the gold standard for quality of content and production to the players who were involved.

I just wanted to show the average mother or father in middle-class America how to turn a hobby into an online business for an extra $500-$1000 / month — making a meaningful difference towards reducing family stress and thereby, in theory, helping people improve their relationships — prior to getting into the digital media world. But I cannot do anything half-assed and that got me noticed.

What was possible 10-years ago unfortunately is uncommon in our current times, despite what the marketers want to sell you. What will be working well soon is not yet recognized by at least 99% of Americans.

Anyhoo… if you want to learn from someone who genuinely cares about your family’s future or know of a young person who’s eager for an edge up that has an outstanding work ethic and wants a career in digital media, journalism, PR, entrepreneurship, or tech, let’s discuss an apprenticeship.

It’s all done online and the hours you learn are completely up to you. You don’t have to have any experience, simply the interest and enthusiasm to commit, learn, and contribute.

What I’ll show you how to do will be priceless, and the skills you’ll learn are foundational and transferable. I’m not interested in your money. I’m interested in our collective welfare.

It doesn’t matter your age, background, or location. As long as you have the will I can show you the way.

On another note, if you are someone playing the role of one of the bigwigs I previously mentioned or in the near future plan to be, and you want to join me in person in Toronto next month for a truly life changing experience, let’s talk about that too!! I’d love to curate some opportunities for you to uplevel your career and your life.

And of course if you’re inspired to simply connect, please don’t hesitate to reach out. Your attention and interaction is what I crave most of all.

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