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I Didn't Think We'd Speak Again
Oh But How Little I Knew
I didn't think we'd speak again.
I felt it coming. I knew what was happening. I'd been preparing for it my whole life.
Death. The end. Mortality.
Transcendence of physical, dying while alive — this was something different.
Living and understanding in full comprehension nary occur while fears hide beneath the surface.
The transition happened so quickly while I stepped away, I didn't recognize my realization — neither did you.
I had to stop watching in order to let it all go, thinking and observing wasn't enough.
This transition required a time machine — a physical reality to match that of Spirit.
As people of the world sped up in activation I slumbered and detached, searching no more.
Purely. Alive. Alone.
What is this “spiritual awakening”? What is this “spiritual warfare”? Such concepts were yet unfamiliar to me.
I was ever practical and practically speaking my expansion went against all laws of reason and rationale.
Synchronicity became an understatement.
How could I know all these things?
How could I have misunderstood so much for so long?
How come they weren't as fascinated and excited by these discoveries as I was?
How could they be scared?
Grief surfaced and processed through, trapped in my body while they couldn't believe. I had to die to get through.
I screamed and begged for attention. They spat.
It all unfolded nonetheless.
Here I am still — still.
Unencumbered by the perceived reality of what was.
Born anew in the physical world as light.
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