From Toronto With Love

Thoughts on returning to the place my life originally began.

Living through death is weird. It’s not something most living people can understand, and I’m not sure if they even want to.

It’s much easier to dismiss that which gives one pause, than to lean into the gap with genuine curiosity.

That’s what I’m seeking — people who want to understand themselves through My lens. Where heaven and hell are not simply states of mind but rather evolution expedited.

I want you to have questions and ask.

It’s weird.

Really weird.

My gauge for sensing someone’s comfort level is gone. I require feedback in order to tone it up or tone it down.

I already did all my work when death came.

I already experienced it.

I already lived through it.

I’ve got answers that you seek but if you don’t ask, I can’t show you anything.

You have to make the first move.

That’s what you want after all.

Confirmation of your judgements or beliefs.

I can provide that, but not without participation.

I sold my house in February 2020 because the conditions surrounding my sanctuary had changed dramatically since I’d purchased it.

It was no longer a peaceful retirement cottage by the lake, once the new development started getting built in my backyard. It was time to move on and find something more secluded.

I loved it here so much and had deep, meaningful friendships with creative, loving, intelligent people. I had an active social life in various civic groups, and networked with fascinating people.

I welcomed many hundreds of humans from all over the world into my homes here and took them on tours, hosted meals, and visited with them.

The COVID-19 events that shut our world down and all of the events since then and ongoing have impacted and are impacting each of us in profoundly personal ways, though most people haven’t resolved or even recognized the trauma they’re acclimated to yet.

We are a different breed of beings now.

It’s hard to believe that it’s been 5-years since I began my travel adventure and it certainly hasn’t been at all what I ever imagined for my life. It’s been unfathomable.

Since my displacement in 2020 I’ve been searching for the best places to plant roots. Being back in the place where I bought my retirement cottage, I understand why and how everything unfolded in my life and am so appreciative.

I know where home is no matter where I am, and know who is on my side and who isn’t.

It’s so clear in the afterlife and I love the ones who can’t see it the most.

I’ve always maintained in my work that I’m not God and I’m not a judge, I hold space in unconditional love for every soul no matter what — even “them”.

I look evil in the eye with compassion and care, because I have already been where they’re heading and know what happens.

I was so nervous to come home.

Going back to the places and people I’ve loved and feared has been the catharsis required for transcendence, even when my existence or presence gets ignored or denied.

It’s been exactly what I’ve needed, and highly recommend it to anyone who is actively on an “ascension” or “actualizing” journey.

Next week is Toronto and I have no idea what to expect. The energy at the Enercare Centre is going to be incredible. I am excited to see what happens after.

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